my old pal ambri had a saying. i’m not thinking about it, he said, but i’m thinking about thinking about it. thats sorta the way running is for me right now. I toodled 3 miles on the hasselhoff course today at a 14:43 pace. but i trotted a few times and thought about maybe trotting more. actually i thought about thinking about trotting more. something’s still broken. not sure if it’s in my legs or in my heart or in my head. but it’s going to take more time. never doubt ambri.
on the bright side, tomorrow is THE DAY EVERYTHING CHANGES FOREVER!!!! and what more can you ask than that?
side note: you know work is bleak when even the photos on the wall are despairing.